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More frustration !! mou..
I got my term paper on Immigration Issues in Germany back today in my Euro politics class and I feel much more confident that my amazing ability to do a last minute BS paper and get an A hasnt faded as originally speculated. This of course is coupled with the fact that I got an A on my European diplomacy paper as well... Yes yes, I feel good....

but there's nothing like a bad grade to counter a good one. I recently attempted to get a schein for the totalitarianism lecture I took last winter in Passau, Germany. Today, I got a schein minus a grade, but my 4 page essay exam was included. I got a friggen 4 !!!!

A FOUR !! Thats the equivalent of a D...

I was gonna use this grade to pass on taking my last IS elective, but damn !! Im too ashamed to attempt it.
How the holy hell could I get such a low grade on comparing nazis to commies? Ive proven before that I can do it blindfolded and get an A+...
GRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!

This exam was like a usual essay exam. You get a set of very general questions and choose one to write on within an hour and a half. So I wrote ! I used the notes I had and even looked on with others. At the time, I had also been reading an extensive piece of literature about the Third Reich (which I left with Sarah and hasnt been returned yet). I tried to incorporate all the ideas I had studied in this essay and yet..
She says:
"Very weak piece of work. You must learn much more." I cant read the main word in the next sentance.. her handwriting isnt very clear, but its something about the work not very much. I didnt think it through enough or something. Then she says it has bad structure because I... well, I dont really understand that last sentance too well in literal terms.. Basically it means that I dont know crap about how to write in German and didnt learn the material well enough >.<
Excuse me for attempting to convey your political thought through crappy German !!
But I know, now, also, that I wasnt the only one who made this grade..

Gyah.. I had my most intellectual conversations in Germany. I seldom discuss my interests now ith anyone on political history. I dont know anyone else with an interest and many others Ive encountered dont know enough to make a nice logical opinon.
Jess sometimes does instigate the conversation on political history and just plain politics and complimented me by saying he thought I was the only one who really knew anything that he could talk to. There are things about talking that topic with him though that I dont quite care for, but I like to give him a little education on history when I can. After all, I think I would really like to become a professor of Political History.


my.......... but I ramble... *sigh* =|


Its time for more PAPUWA !!